Friday, 22 October 2010

Bloody housework, and other things which overwhelm me!

My ironing corner, a permanent fixture in the lounge, and piles of clothes that get strewn all over when kids hunt for school socks etc.  Aaaargh! 
Messy, overflowing bookcase :-(
Sorry about that. No news from me for ages, and then I suddenly reappear swearing about housework.  I just had to say it though.  Housework is the BANE of my life.  I'm not totally sure what a bane is, but my mother uses this expression frequently, so so shall I.

My house, over the past few weeks, has been a complete tip and I have had no motivation or inclination to do anything about it.  If I was a person who could work in the middle of a big mess, this would be fine, but I'm not.  My messy brain needs and ordered environment around it in order to function correctly.  Strange but true. This isn't an unusual state of affairs for me to find myself in. It always happens, repeatedly, over and over.

It's not only with housework either.  I find that I get very easily overwhelmed when faced with a lot to do.  My tendency is to bury my head in the sand and hope it all goes away.  There are other people like me out there, I know, because I meet them from time to time and we commiserate with one another, never moving any closer to actually cracking the problem.

Yesterday however, I had a long phone conversation with a friend of mine.  A writer and broadcaster who is also a real go-getter believe it or not, she was sitting on her sofa feeling totally overfaced by the mountain of things she had to do, none of it anything she actually wanted to do, and was phoning people up instead of actually doing anything. We had a very liberating chat, in which we admitted we were OVERWHELMED.  At the end, we both agreed that we would each do 30 minutes housework.  Not too much to be daunting, but long enough to get something actually achieved. It really didn't seem as bad when I knew someone else was going to be suffering along with me. Here's what I did in my 30 minutes (it actually took 42 - I Mr Sheened the bookcase and cleaned the window too):

Tidied bookcase! Hooray!
Tidied ironing corner! And a new rule - I put the ironing board away when I've finished using it. 
Weird how doing this has made me feel empowered.  Having a clean, tidy house always does.  Not that the rest of it is clean and tidy, but I've decided that if I can make a difference like this with a 30 min slot every day, I might actually get there one day, who knows!

Apologies for this unromantic post folks, by the way.  The next one will be better, I promise - it's high time I reported back on my hot date with my husband, after all!!

Thursday, 7 October 2010

Today's New Voices Announcement

If I'm not careful, I could get all worked up and jittery about today's impending announcement.

For anyone who doesn't know, the Mills and Boon editors will later be making public a list of those New Voices contest entrants whose work shows promise, and who they'll be contacting once the competition is over. Which is quite a biggie really, especially for an aspiring romance writer who would so love to have just a hint from HQ that her work shows a spark of something they quite like. 

If I let myself, as a daydreaming romantic fiction writer might, I could start imagining how fantastic it would feel to have that kind of affirmation of my work, and start dancing round the room, thinking: Will it be me? Will it be me? And then as doubt and panic set in, it could change to: Wail! This is my last chance!  Wail! Today I might find out for certain that they didn't like me!

If I sound like I'm speaking from experience, well I admit, I have been there quite a bit this morning, and am having to fight not to let it start over again.  But fortunately for me, my attention is also focused on quite a few other things. In no particular order, here are just a few of my current preoccupations:

1. I have an interview to write up - with a celebrity chef I was lucky enough to meet this summer - about his DOGS, and I'm going to pitch it to a doggy mag, whoo hoo! A bit daunting, as I've never done a celeb piece before, but exciting too!
2. I have a dilemma to ponder: what the HELL am I going to write for NaNoWriMo? Will it be another historical romance? Will it be "that idea" for a more arty novel I've had hanging around for ages? Will it be something else completely? HELP! What shall I write?
3. I have something to look forward to -  I am going on a HOT DATE with my husband on Saturday night, (see last post for events leading up to this). I've just booked a table for two at The Blue Bicycle in York, a restaurant which used to be ... wait for it ... a 19th century brothel!  They have booths made from beds!

Going on a date with my husband here on Saturday night
Look! Booths made from beds!
4. I have a project I'm loving - I'm actually very excited about submitting my re-write of Ch1, along with another 2 chapters and a synopsis to Mills and Boon. I now know more than I did before about what makes the editors tick, so my chances are better, and I'm enjoying the writing big time.

My original New Voices entry  ... There are some things I really like about it, and some things I don't, and it may or may not show to the editors some spark of what I could eventually be capable of. But for now, I have other things to concentrate on, more projects than I've mentioned above, and it's just as well because the essential is to keep on writing, keep on sending work out and having new exciting plans and aims.

I'm still looking forward to some hovering round the New Voices site later on this afternoon though, and even partaking in a bit of manic page refreshing. I just feel a lot better now my eggs are spread over a few baskets so to speak. And  I really am excited about Saturday night!

What are you up to right now? Anyone else got other irons in the fire, or projects underway?

Wednesday, 6 October 2010

Writing Romance can be Revealing ...

I never expected writing a Mills and Boon romance to be a journey of self discovery. I expected it to be lots of things: fun, exciting, time consuming and yes, I'm going to admit it, quite easy (rolls on floor laughing hysterically). But I didn't think it was going to be an experience that taught me something startling about myself. That came as a surprise. 

One of the big misconceptions people have about category romance is that it's a "light read" and therefore it doesn't go that deep. In fact deep is exactly where it does go, right to the heart of what the characters are thinking and feeling. To know a character's innermost thoughts, the writer must know exactly who that character is and what makes them tick. And in order to do that, it goes without saying really that the writer must be a thinking, feeling person themselves, who is probably quite in touch with their own emotions.  

Over the past week, while I've been fleshing out the characters of my hero and heroine, Gauis and Samhaira, I realised I'd shied away from going into their adult emotional make-up. Samhaira was a little girl thoughout the piece of writing I'd done so far, so any feelings the hero and heroine had for each other in the beginning stages were tender, rather than romantic in nature. Getting them past that stage has been a real stumbling block for me, but finally, I've done it. I now know why they are attracted to one another as adults and how intense and all-consuming those feelings of attraction and love actually are.

Getting it all worked out took me on a real journey, right back in time to the occasions I've had similar feelings, and even back into my teenage daydreams where I always fell in love with what I imagined the boy to be like, not what he actually was like! Some of that imagined ideal man, I' ve put into Gaius, and I make no apologies for it. Romantic fiction is not real life, and nor is it supposed to be.  But isn't it funny how over the course of real life, along with all its difficulties and disappointments you can bury some of your hopes and dreams as you go, and stop daring to even aspire to having a romantic relationship. My own relationship, like most people's, I suspect, has not always been an easy one. Mostly it has been damned hard work, and sometimes there has been disappointment and heartbreak.

Yet we love one another, and we are together, and before creating my characters this week, I admit I had no idea at all how unromantic I have become. In fact, I think I am the most unromantic person I know. I wonder if my husband's noticed? Maybe I should book us a table at a candlelit restaurant this weekend? What do you think? I think we'll give "talking about feelings" a miss, but a special restaurant might be a start ...

Wish me luck!

Thursday, 30 September 2010

An Exciting Meeting!

Punch Bowl Inn, Stonegate, York
The chosen spot for our rendez-vous was the back room of the Punch Bowl Inn.  She was to going to be carrying a shoulder bag with Romance is Everything  in pink lettering. I had promised to be prominently displaying a Mills and Boon Historical, somewhere upon my person.  As it happened, when our eyes finally did meet across the crowded room (well, not too crowded, it was a Wednesday evening) I'd used my M&B to bag a table and had been cornered by a drunk man at the bar. Fortunately, I recognised Jessica as soon as she came in, was able to grab her, and escape!

It was fab to meet up with someone so like-minded and talk romance writing!  Jessica Thompson and I are fellow Mills and Boon New Voices Competition entrants, neither of us picked to go through to the finals, but bother of us determined to be published romance writers. And we both live in York, which is why meeting up was easy to arrange.

We've decided to meet up once a month - with others too, we hope - for a crit group.  The aim is to produce at least one chapter a month for everyone to read and comment on. Chapters are to be exchanged, if possible, a week before the meeting to give everyone time to read them.  So if you're a romance writer in York, or within travelling distance of York please do get in touch. Even if you're only available occasionally, do still get in touch. The first meeting will be on Wednesday October 27, venue tba, manuscripts are to be exchanged by the 20th.

For further info contact me via the email address in my blogger profile, or on Facebook.

Wednesday, 29 September 2010

Inspiration from art

The Romans Leaving Britain by Sir John Everett Millais Bt PRA (1829-96) Link to picture source
I'm working on my characters at the moment, and as part of that, am revisiting this image which inspired me to create my heroine Samhaira.  I find the work of the Pre-Raphaelites endlessly inspiring for writing historical romance and this sketch by Sir John Everett Millais has really captured my imagination.

I'm no art historian, but I'm sure there's some symbolism going on here, of how the province Britannia was left to defend herself when the Romans were recalled to help Rome in the early 400s.  My character Samhaira isn't going to have to put up with a sad ending like that though.  In Her Roman Solider, the year is 209AD, and Samhaira's Roman soldier isn't going anywhere anytime soon!

Tuesday, 28 September 2010

The Top Ten New Voices - thoughts on the finalists' first chapters

There's definitely something to be learned by looking at the ten entries the Mills and Boon editors have chosen to put through the finals, but it's a bit like a classic mystery plot denouement, when you realise the clues were there all along – in this case one clue in particular, and it was in the competition title. The editors really are looking for NEW VOICES, and don't want close copies of what's gone before.
All of the finalists are original, with highly distinctive voices and one or two are downright daring in how they've pushed the boundaries. You could equally say that the editors have been daring with one or two selections and I'm sure they'll be interested to hear what we the readers are going to say about it!
What the finalists do share with all the M&B writers who have gone before them, is that they write fluently, and show all the qualities of cracking good storytellers. Congratulations to everyone who's gone through!
Here's a quick look from me at the ten finalists:

Blood Roses - Lindsay Pryor (paranormal).
Leila, a powerful witch known as a serryn, arrives on the edge of Blackthorn, the city's darker side. She is escorted into its depths to deliver The Purification Book and to save a dying vampire, in return for her sister's life, or so she thinks. There she meets Caleb, a vampire as dangerous as he is hypnotically attractive, and who suspects Leila is more than an ordinary witch.
Lindsay beautifully evokes scene and character with just a few chosen words to add colour, detail and atmosphere. The fictional world is vividly drawn, with a definite Gotham City feel. The chapter is a massive 9500 words long, but Lindsay uses them all to showcase what she can do. The first part has some intense emotion, and from around half way, we are also left in no doubt as to her talent with pacey dialogue too. There are also some brilliantly executed twists and turns in the plot.

The Boss's Naughty Assistant - Cady Phelan (contemporary)
Sarah finds an online paparazzi pic of new boss Grant Whatley, British playboy billionaire. She sends it with a saucy message to her work mates - only it doesn't go to them, it goes to him by mistake!
Talk about introducing conflict and tension right at the beginning - we're right in it with this one. You really want to know what happens next, but Cady keeps the pace of the story just right, as well as keeping us (and Sarah!) guessing about what Grant's reaction is going to be. Tight writing style, and characters you can empathise with.

Help Wanted: Apply for Love - Carrie Spencer (contemporary)
Gabby wants to be close to Finn McGregor, CEO of McGregor Publishing, for a reason. Finn just wants a competent EA who can help him realise his ambitious business goals. When Gabby, working in HR of the company, takes down his outrageous spec for a new EA, she hits on the idea of applying for the job herself - maybe then she will be able to approach him with her mother's book manuscript for publication.
Gabby stands out as a determined but down to earth heroine, and is no sterotype beauty: "Two-toned spiky hair that seemed to have a life of its own, like a black and white sea anemone in rough surf. Wide gray eyes that stared at him unblinkingly from a pool of black eyeliner. She looked more like a pixie or a sprite than a competent EA."  Carrie has a distinctive voice which pushes the boundaries (she even describes the colour of a wall as "baby-poo green") and there is a real life quality to her prose, which complements the emotional depth of her heroine.

The Royal Marriage Rescue - Kara Jacobe (contemporary)
Amid a media frenzy, Joselyn comes out of a medical complex and is driven away, putting on a brave face as she has to go back home and face her husband. She has received some bad news, and feels she is disappointing her husband. The chapter follows their emotions, which they are unable to communicate to one another.
Although this entry starts amid a burst of action, the physical action is short lived. From thereafter, we are in the minds instead of both hero and heroine, contemplating their current emotional crisis. A deeply emotional piece, where the conflict comes from what the characters are feeling. At times this reads more like a literary piece than a category romance - quite unlike any M&B entry this reader has come across before!

A Russian Affair - Lucy Snowe (contemporary)
Russian oligarch Alexei Ranaevsky is contemplating the death of the close friend he thought of as a brother, and his friend's wife. Their son Kostya has been left an orphan. Alexei's lack of sentimentality towards women is demonstrated as we see him deal with current girlfriend Tara, of whom he has very obviously tired. Over to the little boy Kostya's house, iwhere it's just him and his nanny Maisie now. Maisie is contmeplating how best she can look after Kostya in the circumstances, when suddenly men in suits, some of them armed, storm into the house …  
Lucy is a natural at showing not telling, and shows us the hero through his actions and behaviour towards Tara at the beginning of the chapter. Tara is also well characterised, with a few choice words of description, fitting dialogue and behaviour towards the hero that we don't really like – so we are on Alexei's side from the outset, despite his cold behaviour. Although Alexei is drawn as cold and numb of feelings in this opening, his warmth of emotion towards the orphaned Kostaya contrasts with this and keeps us rooting for him. Some fantastic characterisation, in a well paced chapter, which leaves us wanting to see some of Alexei's cold exterior melted down.

The Secret Duchess - Sharon Siddoway (historical)
Reuben Rakesworth, Earl of Rochester, has suddenly come out of a mysterious seclusion in his ancestral home, Grove House, and journeys to London on treacherous muddy roads. Apollonie Ames is already at the party with mother Harriet, discussing a plot to get hold of some documents left by Apollonie's late father, even if Apollonie might need to get engaged to help them to do so. When Rakesworth arrives at the party, however, it seems Apollonie has been hiding a big secret ...
The characterisation in this chapter is a real strong point, both hero and heroine built up in turn,  leaving the reader wanting to know what their connection will be and how they will interact. One thing we know they have in common, which Sharon brings out beautifully, is a disdain for the "polite society" of the period. Here is some of Reuben's POV before entering the party:  "He was covered in filth. Mud splattered from his cloak down to his boots, he couldn’t remember ever having been so dirty. But the muck strewn clothing did not bother him; in fact, he thought it was an entirely appropriate way of marking his return into high society." Well written and clever, with a well executed complex plot. 

Secrets and Speed Dating - Leah Ashton (contemporary)
A girl walks into a bar ... where there's a speed dating evening going on. Sophie Morgan is very up front with her 5-min dates about her inability to conceive a child. At the end of the night, when everyone else has gone, Sophie's left sipping her cocktail and mulling over her "mess" of a life. Barman Dan Halliday is rather taken with the girl left in his bar, although his warning lights are all flashing. He ends up offering her a drink and asking her to stay and talk ...
A simpler plot than some of the other entries, but deep insight is given into the thoughts of the characters, especially Sophie. Leah presents Sophie's dilemma clearly and in a way which makes us want to know how she'll resolve it - and how her man, when she finds him, will react to her not being able to have children. A wider question is raised here too - whether having children really does always have to be part and parcel of a perfect romance.

The Surgeon and The Cowgirl - Heidi Hormel (contemporary)
Jessie Leigh, a one-time rodeo trick rider, now runs a riding therapy programme for sick children. The chapter opens as she tries to rescue Alex, a little boy who is one of the patients, as he has just wandered into the corral where the horses are agitated. They are both rescued from a potentially dangerous situation by Jessie's ex-husband Payson, the surgeon who treats Alex. It is clear Jessie and Payson are still both very attracted to one another. Jessie needs to secure backing from the hospital where Payson works, to help her project succeed, but Payson has reservations about the project. This is another very original idea – a surgeon and a cowgirl don't often find their way onto romance pages together. A well-written chapter with winning ingredients – action, emotion and conflict. There are also some nice tender touches – especially Molly the pony who likes giving kisses.

Wildsong - Jill Lynn Anderson (romantic suspense)
Lexie Gray is having a make-over to change her appearance, as she enters the witness protection programme, and through a series of flash-backs, we learn how she witnessed the assasination of the Governor of New York, along with his young son, as well as all the others who were present. Lexie is the only survivor. Jill's style is precise, vivid, and almost journalistic – not at all typical of category romance. At times I thought Alice Sebold. The story is written in the first person. It begins with murder, and includes the shocking murder of a child. There is as yet no sign of romance. This entry breaks the mould perhaps more than any of the others.

Thigh Noon - Kat Cantrell (contemporary)
Alexia barges into the office of her ex-husband Jesse Hennessey, CEO of , demanding back the patent papers for the Thigh Thing, a product she designed. Jesse however is more interested in Alexia than the Thigh Thing, and is determined to hang on to the patent to get to her. Despite Alexia's own fierce determination, Jesse is always just one step ahead, and makes her an offer she is forced to accept – to give their relationship another try, in return for the patent. A fast paced and compelling opening chapter, with conflict and romantic tension between the hero and heroine from the outset, as well as a strong reciprocal physical attraction – the very stuff M&Bs are made of! The heroine is a fiery one, but the hero is more than alpha enough to take her on. A touch of humour and an original plot involving the “Thigh Thing” are the icing on the cake.

So for what they're worth, those are my thoughts on the finalists. You may notice  certain words come up quite a lot, as things these entrants did well  - character, emotion, conflict, pace, dialogue. No surprises there then, and another quite obvious clue as to why the finalists went though!
For the rest of us - back to the drawing board. Although having said that, with so many great first chapters in the competition, I'm sure there'll be success stories in the weeks to come from many who didn't make the competition finals. I'm looking forward to those - and am still rooting for a few personal favourites who I'd have loved to see in the top ten.

So what did you think of the entries? Any favourites?

Sunday, 26 September 2010

What Next?

I haven't written anything much since entering the New Voices competition. I've been too great a state of excitement - both because entering the comp is an exciting thing, with lots of other entrants to network with online, and because I'm mulling over what I've learned. 

I've also been blown away to find out how generous other romantic fiction writers are with tips and advice, both on their blogs and in messages - wow!  Diane Gaston, a writer whose novels I love, gave a really helpful insight in her latest blog post on how her ideas evolve, and how she works them in to the beginnings of a story. My biggest gain from her post was the realisation that I hadn't developed my characters anywhere near enough before beginning to write.  A real noob's mistake, that I thought I might have been above with everything I've read about "how to write" over the years, but apparently not!  There's really no better way to learn than through actually writing though - something else I'm discovering.

So what next? Regarding Her Roman Solider there's going to be a re-write, with a more compelling and SHORTENED prologue (where I'll be following advice from other New Voices entrants, ta especially to Sally Quilford) and a new Chapter 1 which starts us off with the hero and heroine's CURRENT relationship where back story from the old prologue will be woven in (thank you to the lovely Michelle Styles for that suggestion).

Outside of romantic fiction, I'm craving a day out.  It's cold and gray here in York, but even a trip into town would be nice. I'm not sure I want to be online at the time of the New Voices finalists announcements today - I've had more than enough excitement for one week!